While it's true that we are always waiting for something, we need to know that we have everything in Christ already. That is the beauty of the Kingdom of God; it is already but not yet.
"A man seeing my sin and me seeing theirs? No thank you. I walk right past their door to the doors that are cracked open; just enough to give me the attention I want but not the hurt that comes with vulnerability. The truth is, I have been ignoring the one Man's door that matters... the door that will satisfy my scared, timid, and attention seeking heart..."